it'S tHe chOicE i mAde..

Everyone has their own personal issues that affects their daily routine..this issues affects the way they think, the way they work and most of all, the way they communicate with others..i have seen many of this signs from my friends, so am i..these things really appear every time something is bugging my head..i experience this most of the time in my 3rd year high school days..i always thought that 3rd year high school would be awesome and exciting..but i was definitely wrong..3rd year for me was really bad..to tell you the truth, the middle days of school were the worst..it's a problem that i can't move on from..a problem i can't just ignore..it keeps on hunting me..it really affected me..good thing is that i manage to find a way to escape this total madness..it was hard though..and i laughed at myself when i found out the answer..the key to escape from total imprisonment..it was to forgive myself..i had done too many stupid things that made the phenomena worst..i even thought throwing away my pride will solve it all..i never thought that what i was doing just made things out of reach..i couldn't have done it without the help of someone..a close friend of mine..well, she really is just a friend to me even though others thought i was up to something..it was her idea that i should make a choice..then i realized, that she was right after all..life would not be complete without any sacrifices..these sacrifices are the spices to life..it adds flavor to make it taste good..now i am confident enough to face everything..living is not about being alive, it is about sharing life with others..about existing in one's memory..problem should not be a burden but a challenge..a challenge to put one's personality to test..now i made a choice..a choice i can only make out of myself..and i'm hoping that YOU too would make a choice no one can make but just YOU..GODBLESS^^,)

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